God was showing off when he made you.
For context, today is my last day at WestEd. Come Monday, I will be working at an architecture firm (Skidmore, Owings, and Merrill) as their shiny new Project Coordinator.
This is a tremendous opportunity for me, but I’m getting that feeling that we all get when we’re about to start a new chapter in our lives. The magic recipe is a blend of nerves, excitement, hesitation, faith, and chaos. At this exact moment, my skin is the only thing that is keeping me from bouncing into all four corners of the room.
In moments of fear and anxiety, I tend to retreat to my mom for a few positive affirmations. In this case, I sent her an email basically saying “I know this is a good step, but please just tell me it’s a good step”. This was her response:
“You can do this. You are the master of your destiny. I have complete faith and pride in you. Now go out there, conquer the world, and move out of your flea infested home.
Love,
Columbus’ mother
(I’m sure this is the same speech she gave him when he said ‘I don’t know if I can do this, I bullshitted my way into this’)”
And THAT is why we love my mother.
My whole life, the idea of Iceland has been placed on a pedestal with the cue card of “dream vacation” tucked safely nearby.
If you watch this video and don’t “get it”, I suppose you never will.
Made in Iceland by Klara Harden
Regina Spektor is so freaking adorable.
I loved this song the second I gave the album, Far, a proper listen and I’m so happy it made the cut for her live concert DVD.
He loved her in a removed kind of way, the way a butterfly’s wings can start a tsunami halfway around the world. He knew that it had an effect on her, but he wasn’t sure how great. On a certain level he was aware that if he were to stop, if he were to disappear, it would have a drastic effect. For him it would be one less flap of his wings, in a manner of speaking, if such a thing were possible without him falling from the sky.
And yet…
He loved her in a subtle kind of way. It wasn’t the kind of love you see in movies, with swelling music and giant gestures and running through the streets to catch a departing train. It wasn’t the kind of love that Byron or Shakespeare wrote about, with flowery language and hyperbole and iambic pentameter. It was still and deep, like water that you might mistake for shallow if you just watched the surface. It was entirely his, not dependent on her own feelings for him, and it would still be there whether she, or him, or everyone else on the world disappeared. It was a subtle kind of love, but it was true.
And she loved him just the same.
- Jake Christie
I have a lot of really GREAT memories with Molly, but my favorite would be by 24th birthday, so just under three years ago.
Molly flew in from her university in New York to surprise me. She was hiding in my room and my roommates kept trying to make me go in there so I’d see her, but I was being stubborn and wouldn’t get off the couch. Finally she jumps out into the hallway, I burst into tears, drop to the ground and pretty much lose my shit.
Anyways, that night, we went out to Chinatown to this place called Buddha. I happened to know the bartender so we were treated very well (almost too well), and I, being the birthday girl, got a little drunk. Molly was trying to take drinks away but I was being sneaky, so she lured me outside where she proceeded to throw cherry bombs at my head, which she had bought off of a street merchant. We were running up and down the block and I’m sure it was QUITE the sight to be seen.
Anyways, that was a very very good night. One of many that I’ve had with my little sister.
This is my family, part two.
This is my family, part 1.